2010年9月5日

thought of a long LOST friend suddenly
actually she's not lost,she just went to KL ><
but it's been awhile since we've contacted each other
i missed her
but it doesn't seem like she feels the same towards me
to tell the truth,i'm kinda dissapointed in her
i treated as atrue friend would
i helped her n stayed with her when she really needed the help
but after i helped her,the first thing she did was called the guy??
wat the fvk?
did she think of MY feelings when i had been scolded like that for her?
did she know that i went upstairs was just to cry so she won't see me & won't feel guilty?
but what she had given me was a whole lotta time sitting there listening to her on the phone with tat GUY!
we have been friends for like what? since kintergarden?
to me,she was the longest friend n bestest friend tat i have had!
tatz y i would help her wen she needed it.
i din wan anytg in return.
all i need is tat she'll be there wen i need her to
tat she'll do d same for me if i'm in the same situation
she really really made me dissapointed u know?
i thought that we would be much closer after tat
but now i cant even find her!
i cant call her because her phone's always off,
if i DID post something to her facebook wall, she wouldn't even care NOR reply.
she PROMISED me that she'll find me before she leave to KL but all she did was accompanied her BOY (which she had made her life more complicated because of him.)

i missed her
the OLD her
the friend tat i can count on
the friend tat will call me just to ask me how i am because we are in different schools and we seldom meet
the friend tat will listen wen i complained about the things in my life
the friend tatz not SELFISH like who she is now
the friend tat cared about me
the friend tat knows how i felt
the friend tat was HERE for me

but she's changed
please,please don't make me hate you
i don't wanna lose a friend tat i have known for years
i still miss u J,i really do.
n i still treat u as a bestfriend.
and i hope you would feel the same too. T.T